Flowers, dresses, makeup, being a princess....every little girl's vice...every little girl except me. I was the nerdy tomboy who was a little shy and stayed to herself growing up.[if you know me now lets just say i'm growing into my girlie side] I wasn't a complete loner, I made friends but I never really developed that bond with a childhood best girl friend. I have a boy best friend since 2nd grade who grew with me and who I'm very much close with...but not having that girl best friend to grow up with...hmmm made me feel less connected with my girlie side.
Tea parties, sleepovers, play dates, and playing princess with my girl best friend was something I secretly wished I had. Watching t.v. shows and girlie movies made me secretly want that. You know to have that girl best friend that I share secrets with and develop a bond that's sooo innocent and genuine. To me that was the coolest thing.
What I guess I'm trying to say is I secretly wish to be a girlie girl [giggles] =] I know not the juiciest of secrets [don't worry I have some pretty juicy secrets that I much rather keep between myself and God and the grave lol] but moving along I always wanted to be a girlie girl even though I appeared to my peers as a tomboy who kept her nose in her books.
Don't get me wrong I adore my "fly by the seat of my pants" nerdy boyish quality =] It's who I am and what makes me quirky, offbeat, and unique. But being feminine and a girlie girl so to speak is something that is a missing part of me that needs some exploration and a little TLC ♥
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